you're the boy

haha. its about kyle. i wrote this agess ago, jsyk.

you're the boy
that everyone wanted to love,
until they knew the real you.
luckily
i watched a friend
go through hurt,
pain,
sadness,
of a broken heart
and learned my lesson.
i look back
and wish, only sometimes
that we had a chance.
but i remember my friend
everytime
i think of you
and how she learned to hate you
over time
so i think i would too
if we ever got a
real
chance
at "us."
we came close.
but then i realized that
friends will be there
when those dumbass males
are not.
i talked to you today
for the first time in days
and for the first time in forever
im not falling for your ways.
love may be the best feeling in the world
but its the sweetes form of
torture
and the most painful kind of
happiness.