use ur imagination

i dont think i'll ever forget about this... once again, written a good while ago.


imagine
being lied to
being used
being set up
for a permanant heartbreak.
i am so confused
sometimes,
when i think about you and what we had.
was it all just a set up?
was i truely the rebound girl,
the one you used to get her back?
its killing me that
your next to her,
not me.
and that your truely alright
while im left here
fighting for my life,
while you dont even know.
you once told me you kissed her
and regretted it
was that a lie too, did you do more than just that?
you claimed u hated her
that she broke your heart, and youd never want her back.
..that i was the best thing you had ever had.
bullshit.
i was much better off before i met you
all you did was cause more drama..
and you promised
you promised me
that wouldn't happen.
i didn't need more drama.
and you knew that.
but i got caught up in your lies,
your fony texts,
your cute i love yous,
your beautiful eyes,
and unforgetable goodbyes.
i should of seen it coming.
i loved you so much, and i thought u loved me too.
how can u sleep at night, knowing you hurt a girl this much?