help

once again, written awhile ago! found most of these in my old writing journals.

my heart
and my head
are telling me two different things.
my heart
to go to him
but my head
to stay here.
as i am torn between two
i have no idea
what to do.
sometimes
i wish
my head
had a map
to show
where my heart
should go,
so it
would never be lost again.
because lately
i feel lost
in my entirety
wandering in the darkness
confused on what to do,
and what is right for me.
please help me God